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Story of Maribel C. Lim
Manila, Philippines
(Updated: February 2009)
Living with any serious disease can be difficult and
challenging. I know how each one of you who has a serious
ailment feels...I have also fellt that way...more than two years
ago.
After reading the MRI result in July of 2001, my husband and
I went from one doctor to another to find out the best way to
extend my life, to be cured of my cancer. Three, four, five...
seven... I can no longer co count how many oncologists we've
been to... all specialist in paancreatic cancer, a kind of
cancer in which the patient has little chance of getting cured.
This is the most aggressive form of cancer. Too little time is
given to you to think... if you are still able to think straight
ggiven your serious condition.
When I had the courage to ask the doctor how long I will live
if I would not undergo operation, his response stunned me...6
months only, one yyear at the most.
When I heard those words...I felt the world standing still.
Everythhing the doctor was saying was incomprehensible. I felt
like a prisoner handed a death sentence. During those moments I
felt numbness all over my body. What I could only feel at that
time were tears running down my cheeks.
Like any other person with serious ailment, I wanted a speedy
cure. At that time, the fastest solution...and the only solution
we know of is surgery...nothing else. I braced myself for a
12-24 hour opeeration...my gallbladder will be removed, part of
my liver, stomach annd duodenum will be taken away. But if
during surgery it is discovered that the tumor which was then 2
inches round was too intimate or too close to the pancreas, they
will not remove it, and instead terminate the surgery by closing
the incision. Of course, the other parts of my body will have
already been destroyed.
I consented to surgery even if it would be very difficult on
my part rather than waiting defenseless... because at that
time...again...it was the only solution we knew...until...the
ishe issue of blood came up. You have not asked me, but I am one
of Jehovah's Witnesses and as such we adhere strictly to a
Bible-based standard to avoid the use of blood, including the
blood transfusion.
My doctors would be indignant each time my refusal to accept
blood transfusion would be brought up...threat...pressure...intimidatmidation...These,
they resorted to, just so I would agree to a surgery usiing
blood.
Every consultation would just result in depression, since it
was impossible for me to be operated on without the use of
blood...and I would neever compromise the firm foundation of the
Bible teaching to abstain from blood...even if this would man
losing my life.This is the main reason why I was not operated
on...thanks to beingg a Jehovah's Witnesss...and my strict
compliance with Bible sstandard of abstaining from
blood...otherwise, I would have gone underr the knife...must
have been through chemotherapy, or cobalt...o€¦or would not have
been here before you alive beacuase I would have been 6 feet
under the ground.
So, what would we do? My husband and I started
researching...we reaad numerous books...until we discovered a
different kind of treatment,, which is called 'Alternative
Treatment'. We tried this approach...we learned that to treat a
disease, the whole body is involveed. In my case, it is not
enough to focus on my diseased pancreas but to include my whole
body as well. We learned holistic treatment...a form off
treatment that includes the whole body not just he affected
part.
Each night we read a different book. We stayed late just to
learn more about alternative treatment. Each research confirmed
our conviction that surgery was not the only solution...in fact,
it was not even required. Wee only has to change our lifestyle,
what we have been used to. Alternative treatment is not easy,
one has to be patient...self-discipline is impoortant...you just
have to believe in what you are doing.
In my case, we started from nothing, zero knowledge with
respect to alternative treatment. Added to this was the fact
that we were running against time, very short...just six months.
Each moment must not be wasted every move must be precise...each
decision, crucial. Each wrongg move meant one big step
backward...only to start all over again.
One very difficult aspect of having cancer is having many
'well-meaning' people around you, who just want to be
sympathetic and offer any help or suggestion the best way they
know. Each one of them has an opinion to give, a little pressure
here and there for
you to try this or that or just plain counsel on what to do
given my situation. Of course, you get confused...but I have
learned not to be carried away by pressure. Thhe most important
thing to consider the moment you know that you have cancer is to
stay focused and not to be swayed by mere talk.
While we were researching, making the first move seemed
difficult. Especially since we were not sure if we were doing
the right thing. We rested our hope on what we learned from our
readings. We were not sure if things would be easy for us, nor
were we convinced that it was the right track towards recovery.
I admit, many times I lost confidence in what my husband and
I were doing. Many nights in bed, the thought of not seeing the
dawn of a new day gripped me. Once I had the painful attacks, I
had this desire to undergo operation...but again thinking about
the blood issue, this firmed up my deciision to go ahead with
the alternative treatment.
I took so many food supplements...a variety of them...whateveever
it is that I read, I would buy...whoever would give me, I would
acccept. But I realized that it was not enough. Until one
evening...I hadd a severe attack. I felt as if there was a fresh
deep wound stomach being gnawed by a rat. I woke up my husband
and told him that perhaps it was already my end. I was hoping
that we could find a treatment for me, hopefully herbal
medicine. We prayed fervently to Jehovah God to help us find a
medicine that would directly address my ailment.
The following day, a Chinese sister in faith, visited me and
made an appointed with a cancer researcher who introduced the
medicine TIAN XIAN or commonly called CHINA NO. 1. I had heard
of a fellow Jehovah's Witness who was then into this kind of
medication. When we arrived at the Green & Gold International
Exports Office in Dapitan cor. Banaue, we were welcomed by a
kind and very knowledgeable specialist in alternative treatment,
Mr. Manuel Kiok. He showed us the China 1 packet and explained
to us its effect to the body of a cancer patient like me.
For the first time after I was diagnosed with cancer, my
heart was overflowing with joy. Now, I have hope. Through Mr.
Kiok, China 1 will help extend my life, much better than the 6
months to one year lease on life if I would not undergo
surgery.On the first weeks of taking China 1, combined with
China number 6 capsules, I remember emitting black wastes from
my body. At the start it seemed that my disease was
counteracting the medicine. There was some kind of wrestling
going on inside my body every time I took China 1. I knew then
that the medicine was proving to be effective. So I continued
the medicine hoping that one day I would be pronounced fully
cured.
Six months has passed, I am still alive. Still weak, still
uncertain and the only test I was doing to measure the degree of
malignancy of my cancer is thru HCG-Human Chorionic Gonadotropin.
The test is based on a theory proposed by Dr. Howard Beard and
other researchers who contend that cancer is related to a
misplaced trophoblast cell that become malignant in a manner
similar to pregnancy in that they both secrete HCG. As a
consequence, a measure of the amount of HCG found in the urine
is also a measure of the degree of malignancy. The higher the
number, the greater the severity of the cancer.
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